Husband's last camping trip

Husband's last camping trip

Saturday, March 12, 2016

Summing it all up

Spring is just around the corner.  How is it that I have been without husband for almost 3 seasons?  We are coming up on the 9th month anniversary.  Maybe it's a good thing time is going by fast.

I have had about 7 good days.  Not happy, mind you, but, good.

Mostly, every day is the same.  I'm a creature of habit, so, my routine is simple and expected.

My daughter and son in law are moving to Arizona next year and want me to go with them.  They don't want me to be alone.  I resisted at first, but, decided to just do it.  What have I got to lose?  My memories here are ones of doctors and sickness.  So, Arizona, here I come.

I did take a road trip to Albuquerque 3 weeks ago.  I can't say it was a good trip, so many memories that almost did me in, but, I can check that off my list.  Sort of, "been there, done that".

I was watching a TV program some time ago, and, in it, someone asked, "are you happy?"  I started thinking long and hard about that, for me, personally.  The answer is, no, I am not happy.  It's not one of those complaining, whiney, feel sorry for me kind of "not happy".  It's just very simple and easy to understand.  I am not happy.  Oh well.

So, there you have it.  Let's sum it up:

Spring is coming.
I've had better days.
I am moving to Arizona next year.
Took a road trip.
And, I am not happy anymore.