For the past few days I have not been feeling so great. Feel achey, run down. It could be a number of things. My nerves for one. Or, the sudden drop in temperature. It rained all day yesterday, cold and damp. I cannot seem to warm up. I attempt to do something, but the aches start. I put some beans in the slow cooker last night. Going to make chilli. Let's hope the other ingredients get in there. Even as I type this, my hands ache. All I want to do is crawl into bed and sleep.
I do not like it when I get sick. Husband drives me crazy when I do. If I ever do go back to bed, which is rare, he will constantly come in and ask me questions. It's like he's scared something will happen to me and who will take care of him.
Husband has not been in a good mood since late yesterday morning. Grouchy, and wanted to argue with me all day yesterday. He was in such a good mood yesterday morning, but all that changed. I just never know when he is going to take a turn for the worse. It happens so suddenly, even after all this time, it still takes me by surprise. And I don't like it.
He is quiet this morning, but all that can change with the drop of the hat. I am always waiting for the other shoe to drop with him. He is angry for some reason. It could be the result of him going to see the Physical Therapist, and discussing his disease. He does not like to talk about it at all. Likes to say there is nothing wrong with him.
Don't know what today will bring. I need some rest, but know he will not let me have rest. I will have to ignore whatever is wrong with me, to care for him. That's the way it is now. Will make myself a cup of tea, clean my house, take a hot shower and try to get a nap. There is no time for me to get sick. We run on his time now. If he's good, we are good. If he's bad, we suffer. Like it or not.
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