Thank you for the comments. And support in any decisions I may make. I appreciate everyone of you who reads here. After reading some of your comments it helped me.
It's not the comments, or lack of comments, it's just that I feel as if this blog has become sort of depressing to me, and I felt as if people would read it and think, "Oh boy, here she goes again."
Unfortunately, this is not a fictional blog. It's real.
I have decided, for now, to keep this blog going.
I thought long and hard about how to spice it up. And, Debby, you gave me some great ideas. Thank you.
The kids know of my feelings. They support me 100%. Only, we don't talk much about it. Not much to talk about when they see husband struggling to talk, think and walk. It's there, smack in their faces. Some handle it better than the others. Jack is the only one who does not handle it well. This has damaged not only husband, but, the family as well.
I still want to publish this blog one day. Or, write that book. Writing a book is hard, as I've started one, only to not go back to it. Husband's illness is time consuming and suffocating. Hence, this blog.
So, for now, this blog shall remain open.
We go on Wednesday to the new Dr up in Denver. I will post with an update then.
For now, thank you to the readers who follow this journey with me.
I am playing with ideas on how to switch this blog up. It will still be centered on husband, but with just a change on how I post and what you see.
Thank you again. Hold my hand as I enter a new phase in my walk with Alzheimer's.