I have had a rough couple of days. Husband spent Thursday in the hospital. He had an episode that I could not quite ignore. He is better and I am left to pick up the pieces. My emotions are all over the place. I am mad, sad and everything in-between.
I am supposed to meet with some people who offer Caregiver services. If I agree for one to come to the house, I will be able to look for a job. This care giving on my own is not working. I have realized I can't do it on my own. I don't think anyone can.
If this Caregiver thing does not work out, then I will have no other choice but to place husband in a nursing facility where they are equipped to handle difficult situations.
My heart is heavy today.