I've been trying to get on here and post but, well, life has gotten in the way, so, here I am 2 days later.
I have started to get ready for our move. No Christmas lights, tree or anything related to Christmas around my house this year. It's a little difficult for me to drive down my street and see all the lights and beautiful decorated Christmas trees in neighbor's windows, then, I drive up to my sad, dark looking house and get a twinge in my chest. But, then I think about the new apartment and how my finances will improve and the sadness goes away. Like I've said before: I'm in survival mode.
Husband has been OK. A little lost at times throughout the day. Not really with it, but, not really gone either. He keeps asking me when are we moving. I tell him, many times per day. He knows it's the Christmas season, but, doesn't know when Christmas actually is.
Tyler & Susie bought new living room furniture and Tyler told me to go look at what they have in recliners. I'm going to surprise husband and take him this morning. It's a real chore taking him anywhere, but, it'll get him out of the house and I do want to see what they have. It has to be reasonable in price.
I'm making homemade fudge and sending Jack a care package. Have to get that done as well.
So, life is continuing on. Many changes, many challenges. I've been having good days and bad days. I have to keep going. There is light at the end of the tunnel.
I just have to get there.